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Sunday, 21 April 2013

  • come && make me feel alive

    Playing the game better than the guys who taught it to you.

    If you're going to leave abruptly make sure you wait until the exact millisecond I start to actually need you here

     

    God forbid you stopped acting solely based on your sexual desires and actually felt something

     

    Just tell me you don't care instead of making pathetic attempts at pretending you do.

     

    Whoever said "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels" obviously never had cupcakes. Or wine. Or chocolate. Or pizza.

     

    But I don't want good and I don't want good enough, I want can't sleep can't breath without your love

     

    My ex & my dog have a lot in common. They both hump anything that moves & have no problem shitting on everything.

     

    Never underestimate the ability of a guy to steal your heart and then fuck everyone you care about.

     

    I understand being lied to, cheated on, unappreciated. Nobody deserves that, but don't play victim when you chose to stay around

     

    Bring the drugs baby I can bring the pain.

     

    People stare and we just ignore what's the use in hiding out she said all the time

     

    The crazy thing about it is I ain't in to her at all, I just want to see if you still care.

     

    And I heard it's nothing new except for someone new. But how you supposed to find the one' when anyone will come with you ?

     

    Tell me how the fuck we supposed to stay friends, when you got a bunch of feelings that you don't show

     

    Don’t put your lips up to my mouth and tell me you can’t stay, don’t slip your hand under my shirt and tell me it’s okay

     

    Don't let someone into your bed if they haven't let you into their hearts.

     

    You'd rather fuck people over than have something good, and that's sad.

     

    It surprises me what little emotions I have for you because I already spent most of the time I was alone talking myself out of you.

     

    i'm only countin' on your cancelation when i should be countin' on you at my door

     

    You never know who is out there until you get over the past and move on.

     

    Just because I'm over you doesn't mean that I'm not still curious about who you're under.

     

    When you was leaving did he put up a fight? Was he stressing you or wasnt fucking you right?

    If you can't make time for me, I'm not gonna waste my time on you

     

    I was gonna keep it real like chill like only have a drink or two, but it turned into a party when I started talking to you

    I've done everything I should to make a bad thing good, guess it just took too long for me to see that we ain't meant to be

     

    I know loving me has never been easy, I’m like a wild fire that’s hard to tame, but I wanna thank you for loving me anyway

    If you're calling 'bout my heart it's still yours, I should have listened to it a little more

    How in the hell can you make all of your decisions based around an asshole that has made it obvious he is a snake?

     

    Maybe I'm reckless maybe bad luck, hell maybe I'm way too much about havin fun...just don't give up on me yet, I'm still growin up

     

    Maybe these old feelings never went away, cause all that I remember is that I'm still in love with you

     

    We've been playing games for weeks, but now I'm ready to play for keeps

     

    I'm only counting on your cancellation when I should be counting on you at my door. Did you forget about how we went around?

    Shit gets old. You get tired of trying to work things out. You get tired of giving chances. Sometimes you just have to let people go

     

    My other half needs to meet me soon

     

Sunday, 24 March 2013

  • don't get me started, love, i've had too much to drink

    Hey guys, sorry it's been so long. Long story short, i've relapsed so I'll be back here often trying to find a better way to vent. hope you enjoy the post. <3

     

     

    I wanted you back, but now I'm so through with that.

    Everyone eventually leaves you . Nothing is forever .

     

    I can't promise that I'll be good to you 'cause I've had some issues, I won't commit. No, not havin' it.

     

    Trust is built in a life time and lost in an instant

     

    Goodbye ain't ever easy.

     

    I promise that the little shit is not worth it in the end. But sometimes people actually fuck up, & you gotta do what you gotta do.

     

    If somebody does you wrong.. Just move on and be happy without them. That will truly hurt them worse than you showing any type of care.

    Words can't explain how mad it makes me when someone can't own up to their faults.

     

    Men aren't complicated. If they're making you question their feelings for you, it's b/c they don't have them.

     

    How hard is it to call when you say you're going to? Apparently harder than you ever wished to be.

     

    You only want me when you're lonely, but you can't have me now.

     

    You live, you learn, and you upgrade.

     

    I wish change was an easier thing to adjust to

     

    I know you're a player but you don't play by the rules, An' I'm just another in a long line of fools.

     

    There's so many people I want to just erase from my past.

    Accepting that people change has got to be the hardest thing

     

    Love is about sacrifice for the good of another person. Lust is about getting our own way so that we feel loved.

     

    I'm not okay with the fact that most of my call log is my ex boyfriend..

     

    This game is getting really old, and I'm no longer interested in playing.

     

    Never chase someone who isn't going to let you catch them

     

    You can make your ex go away, or I can make myself go away. Your choice.

    Just because you miss someone, doesn't mean you need them back in your life. Missing is just a part of moving on.

     

    I aint got no one sleepin with me & you aint got no where that you need to be, maybe I love you maybe I'm just kind of bored

     

    Every girls biggest mistakes will always be the boy she dated in high school and that one time she chopped off her hair.

     
     
     
     
     
     

     

Monday, 17 December 2012

  • i knew you were trouble....

    I think when it's all over it just comes back in flashes, you know? It's like a kaleidoscope of memories; it just all comes back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. It's not really anything he said, or anything he did -- it was the feeling that came along with it. Crazy thing is, I don't know if I'm ever going to feel that way again. But I don't know if I should. I knew he world moved too fast and burned to bright, but I just thought, 'How can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?' Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him. It was losing me. - Taylor Swift

     

    If only it was as easy to fall out of love with someone as it was to fall in love with them in the first place.

    Tell me what you feel for me is real or if it's just a game? If its real we'll figure it out, but if it's not then please just let me go.

    I keep lookin' for the slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind

    When you wouldn't even look at me, there was only one thing it could be. You were with her all this time, here's one last kiss goodbye.

    Going on without you is killing me everyday.

    Time can't erase a feeling this strong.

    I don’t wanna talk anymore, I know enough about you to know all I wanna do is, find out a little bit more.

    She going out to forget they were together all the time he was taking her for granted.

    Nobody appreciates a good girl, until she doesn't give a fuck anymore.

    Never allow loneliness to drive you back into the arms of someone you know you don't belong with.

    You don't really want my heart. No, you just like to know you can.

    I love you more than songs can sing, But I can't keep running after yesterday..

    I'll come right out and tell you, I'd just love to lay you down.

    Always have a backup plan, just don't be someone else's.

    Memories may find me, but they'll always be behind me. I'll take today over yesterday, any day.

    I could make some excuses, but darling the truth is I'm just the reckless kind.

    Don't worry, I ain't gonna ask you to come back and love me. Baby you don't have to, 'Cause I can be in love with you, without you.

    Id do anything to kiss the tears right off her face tell her everything’s okay, feel her heart beat next to mine, make up for lost time.

    I'm done with you messing with my mind.

    I can only change who I am so much, and all I can give is all my love, and my love ain't never been enough.

    If you're gonna be somebody's first time, somebody's last time, baby be mine.

    The truth is I still love you, but I don't know if I still should.

    you can say we're done, the way you always do. it's easier to lie to me than to yourself.

    "I'm hard to love, hard to love, no I don't make it easy.

    I just want us back to the way we were before.

    I have allowed you to hold on to me long enough. You have had plenty of time to decide if you want me. Your lack of action decided for you.

    Love was easy, when we didn't make it so hard.

    I wanted you to look at me like I have somethin that other girls don't.

    I live this life everyday, I make my share of mistakes, and every lesson I've learned, I've learned the hard way.

    I heard her say it'll never work & hit my knees & cried, no baby don't you're making my heart hurt, don't say those words, take it back.

    Started crying while I was sleeping, waking up and reaching out to a bed as empty as the heart inside my chest.

    I'm no quitter but I'm tired of fighting.

    Here comes another long night, I'm not over you yet.

    I wanna tell you everything I ever wanted to say, but I never do, every time I see you.

    I'm well aware I'm not everyone's cup of tea, I'd rather be someone's shot of tequila anyways.

    Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.

    If I told you I loved you, would it make you wanna stay, I'm sorry for the way I hurt you and making you walk away.

    I don't wanna pretend, so this is the end of you and me.

    Everyone deserves a person that can make their heart forget that it was ever broken.

    and we both know it's over but we both are not ready & now you're talking like a stranger so I don't know what to do.

    There’s no such thing as what might’ve been, that’s a waste of time; drive you outta your mind.

    Ain’t gonna beg you to stay, ain't gotta ask you what's wrong, ain’t no reason running after something already gone.

    I sure soaked up every minute of the memories we were making. And I count it all as time well wasted.

    I always listen to the little red devil on my shoulder because I don't trust anyone that wears white after Labor Day.

    Don't say it doesn't matter cause it's gonna matter to me.

    i used to have a handle on life, but then i drank it.

    Kept breaking promises you said you'd keep, so you can leave a message at the beep.

    It's hard to just move on, when I remember all our songs, up to midnight all alone.


    There's no chance of pushing through, the odds are so against us. You know most young love, it ends like this.

    It gets the best of me, and I just can't forget.

    I go one way I lose everything, I go the other way same thing, I'm torn and it's tearing me apart.

    Tip it on back, make it feel good, Sip a little more than you know you should.

    You can't imagine all the time I've spent wishing you were mine.

    I see you and I know me, I'd say right now that I'm the last thing that you need.

    I've given you my best, why does she get the best of you.

    We find it hard to move on because we see the past as much better than it actually was.

    I'd rather sit alone in silence than have you here telling me lies.

     

     

     

Saturday, 24 November 2012

  • I'm back bitchessss

    So I almost trusted my ex again until I learned how much of a shitty person he actually is. I hate myself for even considering trusting him again. I feel sick to my stomach and honestly I am going to make some drastic changes in my life starting with myself. I am going to change myself completely by becoming my goal weight and by working on my self image, and also I am never going to make the mistake to trust someone ever again.

    It gets the best of me, and I just can't forget

    I lay some pillows down, to wrap my arms around, I pretend I'm holding you, I know it's sad but it's what I do

     

    Christmas is so close I can almost smell the mistletoe I'm not going to be kissed under.

     

    I go one way I lose everything, I go the other way same thing, I'm torn and it's tearing me apart

     

    We went our separate ways, til the hole in my heart was too much to take

     

    What's the point of trying to pretend that we don't wanna just give in?

     

    She underestimated just who she was stealing from

     

    Sorry, I'm not tall enough to ride your emotional roller-coaster.

     

    Tip it on back, make it feel good, Sip a little more than you know you should.

     

    You can't imagine all the time I've spent wishing you were mine

     

    I see you and I know me, I'd say right now that I'm the last thing that you need

     

    But that's what I get, I've come to expect it from you.

     

    I've given you my best, why does she get the best of you.

     

    Everyone's got that one person they wish they never met

     

    We find it hard to move on because we see the past as much better than it actually was

     

    One of the worst feelings you'll ever get is not feeling good enough

     

    She's not the cheatin' kind, she's been cheated one too many times.

     

    If you want a relationship to work you gotta let her breathe.

     

    i was gonna make a joke about sodium and hydrogen, but NaH…

     

    I'd rather sit alone in silence than have you here telling me lies.

     

    You'll probably find someone but you'll never find another

     

    Someday somebody will really love me, and she'll be everything I thought you would be

     

    What hurts the most, was being so close, and having so much to say, and watching you walk away.

     

    Your memory won't ever haunt me cause I don't love you, and now if you'll buy that, I got some ocean front property in Arizona

     

    The fact that your actions never back up all of your empty promises is really starting to get old...

     

    Funny how everytime you push me away you turn around & beg me to stay

     

    I should probably get you a to-go box since you love my leftovers.

     

    And if you want me back you're gonna have to ask nicer than that.

     

    Either make it official or I will treat you exactly how you plan on treating me.

     

    I'd rather you just not talk to me then get my hopes up and get let down

     

    Cause all that I remember, Is I'm still in love with you, and if I'm losing my mind, I hope you are too.

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